Hmmm.

I feel like I'm stuck in suspended animation. I wish I could say I know things will work themselves out, but I really don't know. I wake up everyday, and hope for the best and try to be positive, at least I can say that. I don't want much, I just want to be ok, me and my family and everything I do, ok is fine with me. I hope she gets this job, it would be a huge weight lifted. We'll see Monday.